| ok so i nevet yold anyone this
but whenev i shower after worky ia lwaays ckrack my neck ansd it aslwyas cracks like 4 times and well i jus wanted to tell someone... and xangaaa gives me the strength i live and it jus taaakes my pain away!!! .. not just an online diary.. an online frined!! iLu xanaga!!! BFFL! woo im a fagg
and it feeels sooo good! and i just loveee ittt.. wooo yah saturdays rock my socks
ps i am oh so cool |
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| Slit my throat
Please darling, won't you?
I can tell by the look in your eyes
Your dying too
Make it deep
Make it bleed
Make me scReaM!
Twist it 180
Til I can't breathe
You love to make me feel pain
When we kiss, when we fuck
I go a little insane
A write words that aren't rilly true
But if you look closley
You'll see, my one, my only
This song, I wrote it, just for you
Your hands, my throat
Brusied, my neck
Eyes are red, I'm a recK
Only you, can get away with the pain you maKe me feel
The bruises, the cuts, it shows that our love is real
I'll read between the lines
Desperatley trying to find
A reason not to care, a reason not to want you so bad
But when I'm with you it's like extacy
Your the best that I've ever had
Theres nothing about the way I feel that makes sence
Because one second you love me, and then next im on the floor
So baby, slit my throat
I know your dying too
Leave me lying here
As I shut my eyes
You can hear my muffled cryy
I'll love you til the day ii dieE
...
*yOu MaKe me wANa LaLa* <3
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| I think you got fooled
Used and abused
you got left out in the rain
And put threw so much pain
I barley even knew you then
Wouldn't call us close
Wouldn't even consider you a friend
Saw you go threw girl after girl
Saw them laugh in your face
And crush your entire world
Saw you sad, at an all time low
But I'm always here for you*
Just to let you knoww..
Saw you when you were sad
And I wanted to be there for you threw the bad..
So I sit here
And I read between the lines
Desperatley trying to find
A reason to go on
A reason to see the light
And stay here another night
I guess I'm writing
Just to let you know...
I'm still holding on
But I'm getting ready to let go
<3 |
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| uhg my so called life.. this episode... relates to my life weird.. wanna know about it? i jus rilly found it weIrd! so this girls best friend.. rayanne gets on her best friends ex bf / huge crush inthe back of a car one night when shes reaL tanked. lol yes and that ruins there friendship lol. well sucks to be them. n e ways i jus wrote that cuz i wanted to tell sum 1 and im not talkign to n e 1 cuz im so cool! |
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| this sucks.. its all i ever think about. and im so sad.. and it rilly feels like have no 1 to talk to about it because i actually have nothing to say. but it just sucks. i sometimes feel like i cant trust n e one.. but o well. im retarded.. im outta hurr
prolly to like blaze 420 styLe.. cHecK ya
. . n i c o L e </3 |
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